ASHES TO ASHES

This blog entry is for my cousin, our kuya, our music-ian.
KUYA JUDE

"The Lord is close to the brokenhearted; he rescues those who are crushed in spirit"

Psalm 34:18

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It's been four months now, since he left us and went up in heaven to be with our creator, to rock heaven with his music.

But it still hurts.

There's still this disbelief at the back of my head. I think it happened so fast, and I know for a fact no one is ever prepared to lose someone. 
It's hard to accept that you're gone
, that we will never hear you play your guitar or hit the drums, nor will we ever hear you talk and laugh, your funny expressions and the way you make fun of everything (haha! maokray ka din aminin mo!), honestly.. part of me won't.

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 This photos were taken a week or two before he passed away.

What about that pillow Kuya Jude?

Okay, you're the man! :)

And there's something about this day, that he happens to be in the middle of every shot,

and every shot, his there.

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We weren't that close, I know. But we share the same bloodline, and you're my kuya, our kuya. If it's hard for me to accept, what more with your sisters Krshna and Ala, even with your 'brother buddies' Kuya Jim and Ja - whom you shared most of your musical skills with.

We miss you so bad..

And I'm having tears as I blog..

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Four months it is, our lives should continue to move on.. but as we step forth to our everyday journey, someone so special to you does the hardest part.

BB

Someone is missing you too! :)

Zicri Ezra

 Your best remembrance.. :)I heard his big na, and is making kulet with everyone!

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Worlds Apart - The Mostar Diving Club

(sorry if I went through your facebook)

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Rock And Roll in heaven! :)

We Love You, Always.

        

I broke down when  we were about to enter the church where we went kindergarten to prep school, and where he use to play the piano/guitar/drums(cymbals) and sing praise. :( This may be a long healing process for all of us, but I know you're watching us from up there! :) Please continue to keep us together - because you have that thing, that makes us all gather around, eat with our plates full, catch up, and make fun (of Thea). Hehehe!

You're the best kuya we ever had. And always will be! :)

PS

Don't worry 'bout your baby Dragon, all eyes on him. ♥

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REVELATIONS 21:4

‘'He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away.”

xx